noob!

I wish i can do this this on her face!

Mesti bahagia hidup!

Arggghh.arghh..I never been this ANGRY before!

Just now,i checked my email,and received a replied mail from her!

from the previous (down entry here) and relate with his one..

Ape ke ba****g ko nih hah!!Who do you think you are nak order itu ini huh?!You think that you are older than me you can simply ask me anything huh?If you think that your age that allows you to do so,then you better act like one first!I know no matter what i said,advised you before you buat bangang you jek,that's all because im YOUNGER than you!An older person cannot listen to the younger one!Jatuh maruah eh?!F***k u lah!

And now,nOw,NOWWW!!!Because of that stupid and keras kepale of urs aku yg susah.Actually,to convert it is so damn easy,only a few clicks,but the way she ask the favour tu kan,AMBOIII!!!!GRRRR!!

So,now,do i have to convert it FOR HER??!!!She asked my because she knows that i know how to do it!That's why!

I just don't know,why is it if the person good at it must suffer the most!

I really want to know what is the 'silver lining' will i get behind all of this!

!!..madness..!!

I would start with A.R.G.HHHHH!!!!

Everything..every little tiny isty bitsy thing is bad!horrible!awful!hopeless!terrible!nasty!(and the curses go on and on..) Be it a person,a group of people,the surrounding,college & study and my own unpredictable condition!

First of all,this assignments,no one can get away with them..or you'll be ruin!As for me the assg is not much of the pain,it's the people around me,that doing the same assg (classmate lah!) are the pain in the a$5****!!They are sometime (or i could also say every little times)

are on my nerve!Arghh!!!How i wish i can get away with all this bloody ppl!£$%^&*bangsheadondwall*

I just woke up just now by the Push Push-Sistar ringtone of my text msg,while i was humming to the song,and do a little moves,i open the text,i read and it's from her!And those little dance of mine suddenly stop and URGH!Asking me about the assg in this early (well it's actually 11am but hoi!,i woke up at 5am ok to have my sahur,darn u!)Back to that person,she ask me how i do my assg,how i find the articles cause ONCE AGAIN,SHE COULDN'T FIND IT!!!(oh puh-leaseee,that's so lame of you,im so tired of that excuseS!GIMME A BREAK!)

Your lame quotes;;

Those words ie; "I could't find it,i've tried..","Could you help me with it?" "Just gimme the link" "Teh help me lah,you pandai on all this internet searching etc" (And let me remind you again,im also kinda good on Microsoft Office(MO) ok!-cause i took and learn in the computer class WE TOOK TOGETHER-you lovely sat beside me!)

Our MO memories;;

Seriously i know you like the back of my hands,like i know my own body ok. I've been beside(cause i don't have my own lappy-a mobile one) you when doing the assignment together,we Googled,we making slides,and even working on MO (your old MO '03 eh,Oh i couldn't even remember the year!)

I also been nagging you like hundreds of times to install the '07,it's for your own sake too,-and obviously mine,but you kept on saying "i wanna get the super latest one 2010",then GO AHEAD!But make sure you read the USER GUIDE,or better you use your genius brain and memories it-do not come to me,and complains about it cause im not using that super latest 2010 MO!

So,up until now,you have done nothing with ur OLD MO!

And even with that OLD MO,you couldn't even master,how are going going to use the 2010 MO huh?!We took the computer class,and we LEARNT about MO 2003,still,you don't know how to use it..WTFH!

Your s.m.a.r.t.a.$.$;;

This is when were in last sem(4th)..me,her and her are assigned for an interview.In one scene

i don't understand about that particular thing,so i ask her, and she explained, "Alaa,tu mcm blablablablablablaaaaaa,senang je.."

I was like,ok,at least you understand it,so if anything i hope u could answer it,OK!

When we were at that place for the interview,in another scene about the same topic,the interviewer asked 'What do you mean by that,you're a tourism student,what do you understand by that?blablabla like what?' And i looked at her,sending a msg 'YOU SHUD EXPLAIN THIS LIKE U GENIUSLY EXPLAINED TO ME!-im preparing for the next question!'

While the other her is just beautifully sit there with a pen and a blank book!The reason,"Sorry,i don't know how to speak English,plus i don't understand their English+ ____ accent"(with that innocently look)and you don't even wanna give it a try huh,you want people keep on thinking about malay student like they have already think huh?-Malay student bad at English,plus shame to try?-i also stuttered,but since she is so blank in english,and she is so fluently in english but i just don't know what's her prob that she refuses to speak up,so I HAD!)

Another madness was in this early 5th sem,our very first assg,she asked me,what's the title for that assg should be,I said **** and she did ####,she ask me which one is the correct one,of course I stick with the one i said.And she asks why **** and not ###,and the argue keeps onnn!Hey you asked me,and i've answered,why must still argue,keep with that #### if you think that's right!End up,she's doing ****** jugak!WHAT THE HELL!>__<

And one last (it sooo much,but had to pick randomly what i still remember),she,she and me went our for lunch together at McD.She randomly asked, "Teh,why are they providing the KETCHUP eh??Ohh,Must be because they make Nasi Ayam kot..?"

Me,'Hoi,McD don't make Nasik Ayam la,KFC does!Ketchup is TOMATO SAUCE not SOY SAUCE!'( She speaks English,way fluent than me,and why the helll...?OMG!)

Anyone out there still doesn't know what ketchup is??And what is the difference with Tomato Sauce???Yes YOU! Do You Know??!

You might think im act all great,nice,clever all my self.And also selfish,arrogant,helpless,so called friend,biatch or what the hell that's in your mind.LIKE I CARE!

CAUSE THIS IS MY BLOG,I TYPE THIS WITH WHAT I FEEL NOW AND THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN KEEPING FOR AGES.Finally,kebaboommm!!

This is the do's and don'ts..for..you,YES YOU!*pointing finger*

• Do not argue lah if you not sure about it yourself.Listen to what i have to say.I'll share what i know,OK!
• Do,go on if you think you are right.and go on with what you've said,not mine!
• Do try first before you can say 'I don't know'.Please,put some effort!
• I don't mink you asking,but,seriously it's irritating.So,i dunno what to say though..
• Ask once,more than 3 times you ask me the same question,surely i'll smack you down!
• Do you have any other problem with me?Come,let's just confront!

Yang Geramm,

hectic weeks..

Haloooo,it's been decade huh?hahah..

I really miss my et cetera,but could't find time to seat in front here and typing typing typing..

this few weeks,after the midterm has passed it is presentation weeks,assignments datelines,and not to forget classes queueing up ahead.huhuh!

Sound so freakin' busy huh,hahah,but i still got time for facebook,and games in it,i hate me!

coming up:

• Malaysian Studies sosial issues presentation (they already sent the hard cory,i know nothing abt it,not even start the assg,damnnn!!!),
• Travel&Tour Agency Mgmnt:about travel agency(go to the travel agency and interview-haven't went to any yet-23rd present-argh!!!),Individual-travel agency department(DONE 90%)
• Domestic Tourism-Genting report (simple one anything abt genting,regarding the trip)
• Marketing-SWOT&Packaging&Labelling (haven't done anything yet-20th submit-huh?!!today uh!!)

Yang Atwitsend;

result under maintenance..

Ni baru balik college,ade class tapi tak pegi. Ade sebab musababnya. So,dga2 result last sem is out!! For klmu's students,kiteorg nak tgk result mcm bdk2 sekolah dulu,tgk dekat papan kenyataan. Huhh,sedeyhh gileee..! Last friday dgrnya dah tampal but student yg jiwa kacau koyakkan!Huhh! Dah bodoh nak menyusahkan orang pulak!

So,tahapku IQ utk sem 3: English A '++' (ohh well,although i almost thought i was gonna failed/NC it!I made a mistake on choosing the essay's topic,darn!),

PC Com-B (if it was internet or social networking class i bet i'll get an A++ !no doubt!haha!),

Principle of Tourism-B+ (it's about the very basic of tourism,hurmm,will i get into Tourism Malaysia with this grade!huaaa!),

Mandarin & Travel Sales-C+ !(Mandarin,bu shi tao!Kalau korean A++ dah!Tutup mata boleh buat!Hahah!Travel sales susah gak,lecturer tak abis ugut ramai failed,cet!)

Overall?Rase better (ngok ko!as long as there's C's!) sbb tu ade gut nak announce nih,hahah!Tapi ni tak tgk pointer lagi,i think it is on it's way now to my house.

Walaubagaimanapun,in this sophomore year my aim is just to get rid of those C's, and maintain to stay away from getting NC or fail!(shuhh! shuhh!)

Et Cetera menjadi saksiku!

Tapi kaann,subject sem nih macam semua ada potential utk dapat C jek,camne niehhh..

Sophomore Diggin' Her Own Grave,

Pisang busuk berbuah banyak kali,menchi!

Ahhh,menci,menci,menci!I really don't know what's gotten into me,lately or before2 this lagi..huh.

The story goes like this.Yesterday got nite class,i was worried like the first day i went to the nite class harituh.But,this time im worried because the friend im usually with (the indian gal) isn't coming,got her personal things.So i had to depend on my male friend,Zaf.ok,im too dependant,totally agree.But i have to,it's a night class ok.So,boy kan bukan leh pecaye sgt,nak tanak dtg class suke suki dorang jek.So risau la kalo die tak dtg nak balik ngan sape.

Lagi tambah risau,lrt 4 coaches yg dinaiki pulak dekat Tmn Bhg and Tmn Paramount dok stuck for about 10-15mins at each stations.I was staring at my watch jelah.Sambil layan ost You're Beautiful.Dengar announcement kata lrt gerak lambat,jam kat depan,lrt pon jam jgk taw jgn xtaw!

Rupenye kilat berdentam dentum laa..Patut xdga sbb telinga duk dengar drum je dr tadi.huh.

Sampai Masjid Jamek Putra & Star everything was fine,disinilah curse ke apa entah kena kat aku,huh!;

..tetiba turun kat the next station.Jalan half-way nak turun tangga,rase macam pelik.Tengok sekeliling..Ni bukan Sultan Ismail yg sepatutnya aku turun kan,ni BANDARAYA!ohh,b******t! In my mind was;

a)What to do now?(glance at the back,pintu bukak lrt lagi tu,kalo lari sempat..tp pakai sandel ngok licin jatuh mau double malu!)

b)What should i act?(Terus jalan pastu,hmm,ok!)

~~~Camera action!~~~~

Scene 1:Pura-pura terus berjalan.

scene 2:Berhenti kat tepi.(org tgk2)Buat2 tengok handphone.As if ade text msg masuk.Konon nak meet up with someone at somewhere(Bandaraya now that someone tukar tempat nak jumpa dekat Sultan Ismail pulak)

cene 3:Ok,got that 'text msg' (of course i got text mssgs,but it was from my mom & my male friend instead)Patah balik,berlari, k o n o n.l a m b a t.f o r."m e e t i n g" !.

Scene 4:(someone is looking weirdly at me tuh,seems like he noticed huh?!)

Buat2 received a call from that 'someone'.Answer it out LOUD!

"Lahh,ko nak jumpa dekat Sultan Ismail pulak ke,aku baru turun Bandaraya ni.Emm,takpe2 aku naik train balik.Tuu,nak sampai dah.Haa,ok jumpa nanti ok!Byee!"

Scene 5:Bila lrt star sampai,naik.Stand still near the door!

FYI:Scene 4 tak buat ok! Although malu punya pasal,eager nak buat tu macam 80% dah! Tgk drama bnyk camni lah esp korean.Hee..Gileee hape buat..Lagi malu woo..

To think of it,this isn't the first time (of course it isn't) nor the second or third..huh..how pathetic!

The last time i remembered was on my way back from college,in the Putra LRT.Im supposed to turun at Tmn Bhg,but i was daydreaming and when it's at KJ,baru sedar.Dah keluar pintu,nak turun escalator baru teringat that i can just sit there and the train will going back to Tmn Bhg kan?Or just sit at the waiting bench.While im thinking of these i passed the exit already.Nasib station tuh bnyk kedai,so i was just doing what im good at-Cover line-wandering at those shops.I forgot if i bought anything though..Tapi tak malu la pulak bila lalu kat entrance/exit tunjuk travel pass dekat org yg sama.Hahahah!

Haahh,lagi satu tapi ni kes lain sikit..dekat lrt star mmg i prefer just standing near the door je (i didn't lean on it ok)sebab 2stations je pon.Mase tuh dekat Bandaraya,ade makcik masuk terus tanya soalan mengejut "train ni pegi sentul ke?" Aku pon blur+tekejot, "Huh?Iye2". pastu tengok balik path laluan train star ni mana pegi.Mmg aku blur skit ngan star ni sbb ade Sri Petaling and Ampang,gile keliru!Aku ngan merengnya pegi kat akak tu "Akak,akak nak pegi Sentul kan?Salah la kak,ni nak pegi blablabla..Xpe akak bleh (comes with solution konon)"

Masatuh nak sampai my destination dah,akak tu ckp,"eh,betul lah..kan tu (tunjuk aliran tu),anak die pon mengiyakan.Aku tgk balik..ayoyooo,what have i done!Being generous huh?Or honest?Or what the f***-ever! Aku cover-line,"haa'ahh,yelah2,sori kak,lupe!" Terus meluru keluar train!Sampai harini aku malu lagi bila ingat tuh!

p/s:Fathi,rase mcm ape yg ko post,jadi dekat aku jgk lah!

tak tiru yer.It happens!

Yang Tak Tau Ape dah Jadi Dengannya;

..gotta be somebody.!..

Ohh well,berbalas2 comments with a friend on Facebook,and reading a buddy's entry makes me wanna post this,lagipun it's been quite sometime since my last entry kan,so this one is kinda simple one but,this isn't just a drivel entry.This is what my heart tells,not me..^_^

Here,the conversation between Nickelback and Corcraze:)

NICKELBACK-GOTTA BE SOMEBODY

This time,

I wonder what it feels like,

To find the one in this life,

The one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough

So I´ll be waiting for the real thing,

I know it by the feeling,

The moment when we´re meeting,

Will play out like a scene

Straight off the silver screen

So I`ll be holdin' my breath,

Right up to the end

Until that moment when

I find the one that I spend forever with...(surely!)

{CHORUS}

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there,(no,)

'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,(sure does)

Someone to love with my life in their hands,(protected)

There's gotta be somebody for me like that.(SURE!)

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,(who wants?)

And everyone wants to know they're not alone,(me too)

Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,(who?,really?)

There's gotta be somebody for me out there.(waiting..)

Tonight,

Out on the street, out in the moonlight,

And damn it, this feels too right,

It's just like Déjà Vu (wishing)

Me standin’ here with you (wishing..)

So I'll be holdin' my breath,

Could this be the end?

Is it that moment when

I find the one that I spend forever with?

{CHORUS}

(Ohoohohohhh...)

(Ohoohohohhh...)

(Ohoohohohhh...)

(Ohoohohohhh...)

Ooh

You can´t give up,(never start one)

Lookin' for that diamond in the rough,(perigi carik timba?)

(Because you never know)

When it shows up,

(Make sure you're holdin' on)(-i will)

'Cause it could be the one,

the one you´re waiting on (insya-allah)

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there,(no!)

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares,(mestilah)

Someone to love with my life in their hands,(feels protected)

There's gotta be somebody for me...

Ohhhhhh

Nobody wants to go it on their own,(nope,)

And everyone wants to know they're not alone,(sure does)

Is somebody else that feels the same somewhere?(who?)

There's gotta be somebody for me out there.(there is!)

Nobody wants to be the last one there,(no,)

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares,(sure does)

Is somebody else that feels the same somewhere?(anyone there,somewhere)

There's gotta be somebody for me out there...(DEFINITELY!)

Night at the College..MS..

Sambungan dari entry sebelum ni Night Class,pada selasa 6.15-9.15.So semalam agak bersemangat la jugak nak pg class,siap keluar awal,sampai pon awal..luar biasa tau teh farhanah nak dtg awal!hahaha.Tp masuk classnya lambat jgk sebab..;

S:kelas num brapa?

TF:(confident)04-17.Class english aku sem lepas.Kiri ke kanan ahh 17?

belok kiri..

dah masuk,and sambil menuju kat belakang2 sikit si S:'Eh,kau,kau kelas ni jgk ke?Bkn kau account ke?'

TF:Ni kelas Malaysian Studies kan?

thatgirl:Bukanlah,ni account!

S:tehhhh!!ape u ni,td confident gila!Malunya!!Ni bilik 7 lah,suke ko tolak 10!

TF:Alah,rilek lah.Heheh..malu2..

keluar and pg belah kanan tadi cari bilik 10,jenguk sane sini last2 tanya guard,rupenya tesorok celah2 dinding2 tu!Dush!!Ngok klmu susun kelas pon tak betol..

Masuk2 Miss dah ade but keluar gi tandas sambil tggu yg lain dtg.

Student pulak mude2 jek,mana yg tue2 ops,part time nih,nak usha.Hahaha..

Sampailah ke akhir kelas yg berakhir pukul 1930 student dlm kelas batch aku jek.semua full time.Lerrr...

So,kelas tu habis awal sebab kiteorg xnak blaja lagi.Ngengade,mentang lecturer tu gile vaveng sempoi.Rupenya semalam first class baru,so ade intro sikit2 and borak2..

Ape yg kiteorg borak?Rase macam dlm kelas pementasan,rase macam amik course Mass Comm pulak.Sbb selain drpd Gejala sosial masa kini yg menjadi tajuk utk assignment kiteorg.Kiteorg jgk borak pasal;

Miss:Sebenarnyakan saya tak berapa nak suka mengajar time ni tau,sebab antara pukul 4-8 lah otak kita paling lembab!(im still working hard to find the details about this fact!)Ha,kite kena start kul 8 lah camtu!

Student:Dah tu habis kul brapa pulak?11PM?

Miss:Ehh,tak boleh kul 11,ade cite best masa tu.Ghost Whisperer kol 11 citer ni kol ni blablabla(dia bgtaw jadual siaran tv.Eish!ape die nih keje part time wat jadual programme tv apee?!)

Student:Miss layan citer2 tu?

Miss:Ehh,mestilah.sy suke sgt tgk tv.Sgt2.Katun ke ape ke sume tgk.Ha,harini selase kan,skang ade..Naruto,eh bukan Detective Conan kan..

Bising satu kelas..

Pastu sambung pasal Prison Break,her favourite of all i bet!And pasal mcm2 citer lg.

Miss:Pada pendapat saya,saya kurang setujulah kalau pencuri zaman sekarang nak rogol and bunuh sekali.Macam tak professional je.Mcm Prison Break tu (again) buat yg he is good at lah.Kalau mencuri,mencuri jelah.Macam xbest..bla bla bla..

Miss:Pasal kes buang bayi,bayangkan kalau tourist dtg tak ke malu nnt tourist nak gi jalan memana tgk besepah2 bayi tepi jalan!

(Huh?Agak la miss nih nak wat ayat pon,takot je aku dga.Isn't she a bit (or very) exaggerated?

Whatever it is the assignment has been given.I was really enjoying the first class.But now im at the dilemma stage for this assignment.

The assignment can be done alone,partners,or group.

SHE seems likely want me to be her partner.But HE wants to join me to make it into a group assignment.While HE has HIM to do the assignment together.But,SHE seems to disapproved HIS suggestion.

Two heads are better than one.

But,more than two heads will it be a disaster??

If four of us wanna make it a group,it's too many people too much problems will come.

You know how is it like to work with boys.Their typical attitudes.I had enough already with this Girl Fella.I just could not face anymore in future.

Be on The Horns of a Dilemma Girl,

night class..

As you all know post sebelum ni i mentioned about subject Malaysian Studies yg penuh class sebab dia general subject.Compulsory to all courses. So semalam after a week ponteng,pg class and settle semua.Plan nak tuka subject tp lecturer tak galakkan sbb susah.End up dgn amik extra class for part time student.Kelas malam Selase 6.15-9.15PM.

Agak keberatan jgk mulanya nak amik,pikir nak drop ke,tapi nanti jenuh nak kena amik sem depan2 nnt.On the other hand,im pretty sure my parents,bro would not allowed to go at night.So yg sebabkan setuju tu sbb ada 5org member lain amik skali.So that balik malam nak cross over to LRT Sultan Ismail tu xde la risau sgt.sorg tu pulak lelaki,tinggal dkt Wangsa Maju,so hopefully throughout this sem he will keep me accompany balik college sampai LRT Masjid Jamek.Once dah dekat LRT Putra tu rase selamat sikit lah than LRT Star.

After i told my parents about this they are like;what to do?(it seems like..?).Different with my bro yg well known anti-KLMU,he kept on bebel2 marah klmu,complaining etc etc..This makes him hate klmu even more surely.After knowing i'll have company even though a guy,he's a bit calm.Aduii..

Jalan Raja Laut,KL,dekat2 dgn caukit,malam2 pulak tu,so tau2 lah ape jenis manusia yg ada kan,ape pulak aktiviti diorg..huh..Nak cross tu better guna jalan ke jejantas eh?Sbb jejantas tu 'tempat tidur' for homeless,kang ape jadi tak tahu.Siang pon ade org penah kena ragut inikan malam.Lintas bwh gelap kang kete tak nampak kite..Haiya..Ikut budak2 tu jelah.

Based on my friends' experience dgn class malam,dorg kate biasanya class habis awal.like eight or earlier,HOPEFULLY!!!

Anyway,i can feel this sem will be the toughest one,but there are 4 semesters to go with 13 subjects,so so far ni the toughest lah!

By the way,dua subject tourism td okay.satu related to marketing and another one to management.Satu lecturer lama,sem 1 dulu dah pernah dgn dia.A madam.Perangainya yg anyone can obviously noticed is bias between girls and boys student.she has no 'ladies first' manner,instead 'men FIRST'.Dalam kelas tadi sorg je laki,die lah jadi mangsa,let's see later!

Leturer sorg lagi lecturer baru,she speaks fully english tadi,and all the conversation she prefers in english.Im so OKAY with that,but typical prob with students aite.It's just them having difficulties in this. But,im in semester 4 now,why do i still get butterflies n super nervous when it comes to self introduction session?aduhaii..

Ok,stop now.Let's see how's tonight.

till then..Salam!

Yang Kerisauan,

..can't stand it anymore..!

Woww,did i just broke the record of 3month+ without blogging?Hahahaha..Sorryyy..

Bukan sengaja juga bukan busy..it's just im too lazy to think,jumble all the words to make the nicest sentence for the entry.It's not that im a perfectionist (just on a few stuffs myb),but to be exact is i want to do something full hearted=satisfied.hmm..

Anyway..its been more than 3 month i didnt do blogging.This isn't just to pass time thing but in fact i realised that it can lessen ur burden,isn't??

It has been a loads of things that kept inside and now it's time to unfold those.

I know people might not reading this,but i need to let it out..somewhere?someone?

Sounds like a huge problem huh??

naaa,just lifee..u know how's life is..et cetera..hehe..huh..

Ok then,from time to time im gonna post them here..

So,what else,welcome me lah!hahhah..

Yang Baru Kembali;

Backache:Part I-Emergency Room..

Saturday;11 July kat PWTC tlg my bro nih jual cakes bg pihak Rizqin lagi.
From 11am-6pm.Pg naik LRT (since i got traveling pass),and balik dia naik van Rizqin while me LRT jgk with a few plastic bags.So stupid,why didn't i tag along with him since we are heading the same place-home!
Sesungguhnya dia KEJAM!

Dgn KEPENATAN+KELAPARAN+SAKIT=BENGANG aku wander in the house,naik turun,main dgn Bobo,and at one point,tetiba sakit sgt kat around hips,buttock and right-tight,every moves is so killing me!
So I just lie down and try to sleep dlm pakaian yg xbertuka-xmandi!.
LonelyinGorgeous dtg online dlm bilik i pon i wat bohlayan (sorri!)

Kalau dah baring pun still berdenyut2,apa lagi,amik phone text and ngadu2 kat Dr.Glasgow.Pastu suh dia call me.Dia tanya macam2,pok pek pok pek dlm line yg kurang clear.I ngadu3 dgn menahan dari nanges (huhuhu) pastu tido.Tah hape dia cakap pon xmasok otak!

******

Emergency Room 3;

6:30 AM-"Teh bangun!Faizal suh pegi kat Emergency Room 3 Hospital Selayang! Kawan dia ada tgh duty kat sana.Suh gi awal xramai org!"
Huh?? Bia betol! (kecuakan!) Serious sgt ke case aku sampai nak gi Hospital?ER lak tuh? (terbayang ER yg serabot cam dlm cite ER tuh!)

Dalam kemalasan nak bgn dgn sakit yg masih lagi menggila,bgn jgk and check phone papa tgk msg fezal tuh. (betul doh!suh gi kol 9AM!)..
..Kul 9AM papa stop dekat Fariz Maju breakfast (dlm sakit kerah jgk jalan-bkn sng papa nak kua mkn kat luar!huh!)
Sepanjang to Hospital Selayang just sit still sbb taknak bg sakit.

Sampai area Emergency dah dupdap2.
Masa beratur nak register (perlu ke?gila leceh!kalo yg dah nazak tu cane ah!),MasyaAllah,Allah je la tahu betapa sakitnya nak bediri!Dah la sejuk!Cakap nak jumpa Dr.Dora tu,dah wat app.(eksyen guna org tgh!)
Settle register.tunggu number utk check BP kat bilik nurse-ckp lg nak jumpa dr tu.Then tunggu about less than an hour (guna org tgh pon lama doe!) aku duduk cam tah hape dah ni xtahan!
Mata tgk je kat ER3,tapi nama dipanggil kat ER9-which was area lain.

ER 9..
Masuk,cite2,blablabla and "ok,kite check dulu!". Masuk satu bilik tu,baring,sambil dia ngan mami dah mula bukak cite pasal cane dia kenal Fezal etc etc (yg agak menganggu dia nak examine aku). Sentuh sana sini-tgk kebas ke apa ke,myb+ketuk lutut and atas tumit-check jerk etc etc.
"okay je,maybe blablabla..Ok xpe kite wat X-Ray pulak!" 'huh?! OK!'

X-Ray Room..
Ada org yg jalan kan x-ray ni-a malay guy! (eh,pompuan xde ke?!)
cause i know a little the procedure-dulu penah x-ray lungs for bronchitis! (bnyk tol penyakit!)
"tuka baju,bukak sume dgn b** sekali,rantai etc etc" (adush!).
Aduh dah la baju dia putih!gilerrr..nasib tak see through sgt.
"ok,baring atas ni"dgn kekok and tahan sakit aku ikot jek..
That machine/radiation or whatever thay call it ada kat bahagian atas x-ray my spine.

Kena pusing plak utk amik bahagian sisi.Masa tu lah memerlukan x-ray technician pompuan!!!
To correct my position he touched me with permission and i was like..
"dah kawin ke belum?" apehal kau tanya camni? "sbb pregnant xleh x-ray"
'i do know that and..what?do i look like one?haih..lantak kau!'
"bahagian mana yg sakit?" 'kat sini (tunjuk kat area lower back to pelvis)
"Nak x-ray kat sini ke?Kalau nak kena bukak seluar semua la.."
aduh!"bukak semua?hm,xpe la kot.malas la.." huhu..
"Tak pe.Takut nanti 2x dtg je.Dr suruh.."
me insist, "xpe laa.."

Done and back to Dr's room.. "Spine x-ray okay je!But maybe ada yang kita xleh tgk through x-ray and kena buat MRI.." talk..talk and talkss..
"esok free tak?Dtg and jumpa Orthopaedic dekat Ortho clinic blablabla utk mintak permission buat MRI!.." sambung,"sbb i xleh approve benda ni.ni under ortho.Lagipun dorg akan tentukan weather u need it or not.I asked Dr.Amir will examine u tomorrow,and he'll decides,ok?"
hah?MRI?adush..dah macam tahap serious jek..Class cane?
"sacrifies your class tomorrow,esok mintak Dr MC..Takkan xleh?I kesian kat ur mom dok urut you,Fezal membebel2 kat I,dia risau sgt.ok,Dtg dlm pukul 10am.As for now you have to bear with the pain" Gile bear the pain lagiii??I had enough yesterday,and this morning,dear doc!Any pain killer?

"Takde pain killer ke for the time being?Cause Ibuprofen i dah makan before and i didn't worked at all!" 'Anything stronger (camnih ke MJ mintak docs die ubat?huhu)'
"Ok,have you tried Tramadol?" I don't care as long as it's works! "hah?tak kot!"
"Ok,i'll give u that one.Makan bila perlu tau.and dah ada Panadol?" Bila perlu? I always need it!panadol nak bg pon boleh! andd.."ade lagi kot,but nak bg pon boleh.Yg coated boleh tak?Pahit laa.." banyak bunyik lak..tp btol la kan..dah la kena mkn 1000mg dow! Dia marah aku kata selama ni aku makan 500mg jek! Hehe..2x dah kena marah sal ni!MY BAD!
"ha?xde la,sume tak coated kot.Kerajaan kan.." huhu.."okay.."

Lepas amik appoiment card,gi kat pharmacy dlm 15mins tggu amik ubat (wpon xramai org)..
Settle sume blah dari Emergency yg tak macam Emergency langsung tuh (maybe sbb Ahad)..
Balik lunch and makan pain killer! YEAYYY!

..Rupanya..

Akhirnya terjawab sudah segala macam persoalan yg muncul (apehal ayat novel nih) for less than a month nih..And it so relief!
As i mention at the n3 below,I had some healthy probs,unknown diagnose etc etc..
Bila dah sakit tu for sure people around me sgt2 concern abt my health.THANKS!
And they (either doc or not) made their own speculation/assume about my health;

:"do a urine test,see weather its a track inf. or could it be stone?.."(Pergh!)
:"..maybe its a track inf. buat urine test and beli antibiotic ni!.." (aduhh!im so ok with peeing laa!)
:"..It's nothing,maybe salah posture,and muscle ache je,and u got fever..! (that's all?!)
:"..Go and see the gynae!Banda2 private ni jgn amik mudah!" (urm?but im ok with peeing,dear!)
and this morning,i notice a few red spots on my hands,and its getting more and more at the whole body.mmg chuak.called sumone and..
:"..ade spots merah?sakit kpala..nausea x?tkt symptom meningitis jek!" (dush!pucat!)


So,decided pg private clinic (dah seksa ngn bohlayan gov doc!)
wlaupon agak lama jgk tggu sbb ade sorg doc je,but that old yet experienced doc was so sempoi,rilex and ok la..
Bila dah di'consult' ,diagnosed,buat urine test (perfect!no protein,sugar,bacteria etc) dia checked bintik2 ni terus ckp CHICKEN POX!


And for those who care abt me,i dont blame them for the wronged diagnose,i know the main symtomp appear late.Who could expect aite!unless i do a blood test!
Lower backache ni caused by viral infection.So dia bg ubat for antiviral inf yg katanya utk stop dr bnyk bintik kluar and prevent from shingels in future?
tah ye ke tak!
Habis lebih rm13 bila ditambah dgn entry post rm50 tuh..haha
and dapat 5hari MC,adoi dah la ade benda kena anta kat Ling laoshi kamis ni..huhu!
jumaat plak ade MDTF kat PWTC..huhu..

And now,faham2 lah..Gilak gatal!Masa ni lah gelabah nak carik air kelapa,daun semambu,calamine lotion etc etc.Calamine lotion is all over me!kecuali kepala,ssh nak buh!Takot pulak tgk muke sendri yg btompok2 pink,comel pon ade..nak pic?huahauha!

But,is it a bit late for me to have this chicken pox?
Google image chicken pox mostly babies,infants jek..huhuu..
Sape lah yg baik hati sgt pass this virus to me kan,huh!

ceh,i xde la smpi tebaring,siap boleh online lg..

..abloody.fu**ing.hella.sick.hurt.pain.makemecrazy!!..

adoiadoiadoi!ni dah tak tahan lagi and tertanggung lah i post nih..!
as u all know (kalo tahu la kan) my status kan Facebook ade bgtaw yg I gi wat medical check up
sebabnya;lower back pain ni yg sakitnya dtg tanpa kad jemputan langsung!
tak malu btol dia!(ngahaha,aku da sewel!)

semalam pegi poliklinik kerajaan nih sbb byr rm1 je kan,kalo private for sure harga duit kat n3 bwh ni kan..
So,pas amik no.giliran->tggu giliran tuk jumpa doc->bila jumpa i explain la pe sume..
Ingat nak mintak buat urine test memandangkan Abg Doc kat Glasgow,Pakcik Doc kat Klang and Pharmacies kat Kajang sarankan camtuh,tp Anonnymous Doc kat KJ xbg.
Even i showed her text msg yg my Abg Doc kat Glasgow bg nama antibiotic tu pon die leh wat bohlayan die,then lantak la!As long as i got my meds!
And the lady doc also tought me how to take care of my back,too!

And this moment when im typing this n3,i just wake up from 5hours sleep!Ngahahah!
Effect ubat selesema and batuk ok!
And the Ibuprofen-pain killer didn't helps a lot!
It didn't kill the pains cause i can even feel it in my sleep!(sounds seksa isn't).
But,alhamdulillah,i can still manage to go to college and all so far!Huhuhh..
Pain killer pon tinggal last dose kalau tak hilang juge this terrible pain (exaggerate ke?) I need to go to Pakcik Doc Klang la nampaknye-for urine test maybe..huhu

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Another make-me-crazy prob is 'comment link' starting from '..RM50..' n3!
Sakit hati gilak beb bila ditanya oleh sorg member; 'ko dah xwat utk komen kew?'
Bengong aku jadinye!
terus rasa cam phobia(exaggerate lagi!)+malas+sakit hati=geremmm nak bukak blog nih!
Dah tanya kat Kak Fisya,tp nampaknye dia pon cam xtaw ape penyakit blogku inih!
tu laaa,gatal lagi gi sentuh itu,ini kat html tu..kan dah kena..
org lain buat xpela dorg pro..hahah!
xpe2,kite tgk je la n3 ni leh ke tak..
kalo tak jgk..huarrgghhh!!(im gonna be Incredible Hulk for sure!!)

Cube lah!for sure ilang?Ngahaha!

April Fool Conficker virus ke..ape??

Adeesss..Bahaya betul taw kalu anda adalah seorang yg buta IT! Heheheh..Macam saya lah kan,tadi nak cari info utk this coming group presentation so bukak lah macam2 web pages,sbb sbelum ni mmg xpenah kena apa2 kan..

Tetibe keluar pop-up ckp ur pc kena virus and u might lose some data blablabla..
Gile cuak!Die suh download anti-virus apetah.Pastu keluar lg pop-up and bila click terus keluar windows My Computer la pulak.But the weird is,windows my computer tu dekat internet punya tab(u know if u open a few tabs dia akan bukak kat atas tu kan).
Padahal kalau bukak My Computer biasanya tab bukak kat bwh(yg biru tuh).
The fake My Computer tu tunjuk the standard arrangement and name of files yg kena virus.
I pon panggil my brother and asked him out!

Die tgk mula2 marah jgk,bila check2 die kata;'ni yg tipu punya nih!Bukan PC kita!Ni lah yg keluar dlm paper tu!'
Then dia tunjuk article dalam paper tu and tunjuk penipuan yg dikatakan sebelum tu.
Memula bukak My Computer dari PC kita sendiri and bkk pop-up My Computer tadi!

Tekejot jgk tgk!It's almost the same dowh!!
Kalau kita alert dgn Susunan folder/documents dlm My Computer kita kite akan sedar.
As mine,name of a few folder is totally difference,and dekat Hard Disk xde dvd,lain dgn yg fake punya.. Lepas die scan ape semua,tgk sane sini(i am not sure what he was doing..hehe) baru lah i boleh guna pc balik. Tu pon selepas dinasihat dan diajar itu dan ini. adoy,risau pulak nak bukak mana2 web site.

The news bout this conficker virus;-

SAN FRANCISCO: A tenacious computer worm which has wriggled its way onto machines worldwide is set to evolve on April Fool's Day, becoming harder to exterminate but not expected to wreak havoc.

A task force assembled by Microsoft has been working to stamp out the worm, referred to as Conficker or DownAdUP, and the US software colossus has placed a bounty of US$250,000 (RM915,000) on the heads of those responsible for the threat. The worm is programmed to modify itself tomorrow to become harder to stop, according to Trend Micro threat researcher Paul Ferguson, who is part of the Conficker task force.

"There is no evidence of it going into attack mode or dropping any particular payload on April 1," Ferguson said in an interview. "What people controlling the botnet are doing is building in survivability because of efforts by the good guys to lessen the harm of this thing."

The worm, a self-replicating programme, takes advantage of networks or computers that haven't kept up to date with security patches for Windows RPC (Remote Procedure Call) Server Service. It can infect machines from the Internet or by hiding on USB (Universal Serial Bus) memory sticks carrying data from one computer to another.

Once in a computer it digs deep, setting up defences that make it hard to extract. Malware could be triggered to steal data or turn control of infected computers over to hackers amassing "zombie" machines into "botnet" armies. A troubling aspect of Conficker is that it harnesses computing power of a botnet to crack passwords. Microsoft has modified its free Malicious Software Removal Tool to detect and get rid of Conficker.

"As this threat continues to evolve, Microsoft and other collaborative companies will continue to identify new ways to disrupt the Conficker threat to give customers more time to update their systems," said Christopher Budd, security response communication lead for Microsoft. Computer users are advised to stay current on anti-virus tools and Windows updates, and to protect computers and files with strong passwords.

Conficker is programmed to reach out to 250 websites daily to download commands from its masters. Tomorrow, the worm will begin connecting with 50,000 websites daily to better hide where orders originate, according to Mikko Hypponen of F-Secure computer security firm. Conficker was first detected in November last year.

Among the ways one can tell if their machine is infected is that the worm will block efforts to connect with websites of security firms such as Trend Micro or Symantec where there are online tools for removing the virus. "Once a machine is infected, it becomes very hard to clean up," Ferguson said. "There is no indication of (Conficker) doing anything but just sitting there. We don't know whether another shoe is going to drop, or if there is another shoe at all." -- AFP

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Pendrive yg baru beli beberapa bulan kena virus gile dari cc dekat area college and most of the folder hilang!But the name of the folder still remain there bila di scan virusnya,or bila nak rename new folder with the old name one.
Semuanya gara2 kwn ku yg sengal itu yg nak copy cover assignment!
Jgn harap ngk bkk pendrive ku kat mana2 puclic cc lg!

But,camne ngan folder2 ku yg hilang?Takleh kembalikan balik ke?pleeesssss...

..18 turning 19..

Today is my day!!hehehehee.. So,today around 3pm keluar ke KLCC dgn member yg bufdaynya on 20th March(2hari before me) and pasangan belangkas. Just window shopping,then had Conney Dog at A&W,pastu took some pictures together..

hehehe..

Lepak sini sudaa..
Tempat lepak rasmi.

Pukul 5.30 ptg,makan ni je...

'us'

I am nineteen..Huhuhu..

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Balik tu at 8pm,then pg dine out dgn my bro Tie and my Mummy,since the rest is not available.
My papa is at hometown,sending my Granma and my cousin off..
So,dalam pukul 9.30 left home,at 10.30 baru lah jumpe tempat makan,selepas pusing area Uptown and KJ,at last sangkut kat Popaye Taman Tun.

Ok lah,thanks to them yg sanggup bwk i keluar makan..(wpon perut seriously dah full!)
Sepatutnye at the age of Nineteen xyah celebrate pon xpe..
As long as they remember my birthday and wish on my birthday..
That's more than enough!hehehee..

Lebih kurang mcm KFC!
(xtaw la camni nak survive,KFC opposite tu je)

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I don't want the day to end..
Sbb firstly,this is my first time dapat free call sempena my birthday!
So call sane sini mmg xingt dunie..hehe!
Pastu,tahla,rase happy jgk la..Myb sbb dpt more friends yg ingat birthday kite and to celebrate with mengganti the old friends..sobsobsob
And ramai jgk la yg wish (although some of them i yg bgtahu sendiri masa call diorg!)
'Panas' jgk bile membe lame kite xingtkan..isk isk isk..
Tapi kalau nak dibandingkan,19th birhday is better than 18th birthday(xramai yg ingt),walaupun 18th birthday is more important to me!
Tak dilupakan,ade jugak my buddies yg buat2 lawak bengang..

"eh,22 ke 23 ha beday ko?aku confuse/lupe!"
nie yg bikin aku GGRRRR nie..
xpelah..

So,sebagai umur last dalam angka belasan-19,ada jugak rase 'lain'nya..
Im a growing woman,dude!
And as a growing woman(ceh!xle nak terima lg la word nih!sgt xseswai!),ade beberapa perkara yg I still xleh nak buat!Arghh..

• Masak! (Damn it,i hate it,why ah,myb cause i've nvr tried!)
• Make-up! (Aiseyh! Susah la, lg2 part eye shadow!)
• Penampilan! (Adeyh! Bila la nak berpakaian feminine! Part susah nak mempelbagaikan gaya tudung! Urgh!)

So,conclution.."I am not a girl (as in a lil girl?of course I am!),Not Yet a woman (at my age,I am,but,it;s complicated-tak tecapai akalmu)

Next year ahead,there's no more -teen!There will be -ty/ies!
And I wonder,what will my future will be like..hurm..
I want to valued every seconds of my last in teen years of age!

the new hair cut..

Last Sunday plak,dah buhsan,tgk Olympic pon dah habis..
so,i rimas sgt ngan rambut yg megerbang..
i mintak tlg Kak Ti potongkan rambut..

Inilah hasilya..

Belum cuci lg conditioner tuh

Ape Kak Ti potong nie..
cam xsame jee...HeHeHee

Nilah final result..
Okla,xpotong kat saloon kan..
Pendek!Asalkan xmerimaskan..
weeeheee..

Pasni nak blow and kalu free lg nak straighten..Heheheh..
What will i look like later erh..
hurm..ok kowt..
*I'll edit pix yg after blow and maybe straighten later2 ok!

Afta blow sikit and a little bit touch-up..
xcukup mase sbb mami paggil suh jage Dobek!
*tapi ni belom straighten lg taw!

My everyday life in Glasgow..

Dah lame tak update blog..
Banyak benda nak ckp tp nak buat ayat cam kering jee..
so just cite ape yg buat kat umah di Niddrie rd ni lah yee..

Online,usha2 blog,update myspace,friendster,tagged dan sbgainya..

Pastu tgk Gok's Fashion-yg dikenali sebagai 'UK fashion Guru',
kat local channel..

[EDIT]

4 dari kiri-negro albino,2nd line 1st box-the HOTTEST!:sweatingbullets:
last line 1st box-blind,last line last box-thai-gemok perasan!
ada sorg exactly mcm Angelina Jolie!tak tau mane satu.

Selain drpd Gok dekat local channel yg best,
Big Brother pon kira macam 'boleh layannye cite la',
kalu dah xde sangat crite kan..
at first tgk macam,
"ape motif la scot broadcasting buat reality tv camni..
dorang letak sume org2 ni dlm satu rumah,buat la ape nak buat,except 'making love',
tapi kalau dah tido 1 bilik yg same,sape tau kan..
cume,dorang diberi a few tasks,cth;mkn chili dlm masa yg dittpkan,
then dpt la hadiah..

Pastu kalu emergency,mcm susu yusuff hari tu habis,
sape lg yg kena kerah kalu x me!
xpela beli these stuff kurang dr £10 je pon..
and xjauh pun,2blocks away Boots,and blakang block ni Day2Day(ala2 7E)
lgpon boleh merase pki rain jacket ni..
smart x?

testing sebelun kluar..hmm..nice..
sory,pic blur,dlm bilik,lighting xkena..


bibir pucat beb!sejuk + ujan lagi..